I faced numerous obstacles to write this blog. and I hope you're happy and want to see some pages of my life!

Jumat, 27 Agustus 2010

hellooooo

hello bloggerr lanjut ya sama kegiatan gw yg lain hehe, aduh gw stress berat soalnya gw banyak ulangan tiap hari dan tugas gw yg gaada akhirnya :( gw juga sedih gw terpaksa ga bisa ikut ke bangkok gr2 gua UTS, ulangan tengah semester . kalo gw ijin juga rasanya ga boleh sm guru gw yg SUPER BAWELL itu, apalagi pelajaran mat nih,dr kecil sampe skrng gw ga bisa sm pelajaran mat.apalagi skrng gw bener2 ga ngerti sm tuh pelajaran . aduhh gosh gw gatau mesti gmn lagi.gw nyari tempat les tp udah gaada yg cocok lagi ,pusing bgt gw rasanyua mau liburan terusssss. FIND ME ON TWITTER @ngellBIEBER thx a lot

girls generation :p

helloo :p udah lama bgt gw ga nulis blog lagi hehe.sorry yaa soalnya tugas dan ulangan gw sangat amat banyak jadi gaada waktu belom lagi les gw yg beibun huh . stress out :(

pada tau girls generation kan? SNSD? haha.pasti tau lah yaa, iya neh gw skrng jadi suka sama mereka girls generationn, hahaha . apalagi gw skrng suka sama taeyon,jessica,yonna,soehyun hehe sorry ya kalo ada salah nama abis susahh, jujur smpe skrng aja gw msh bingung buat ngebedain merekamkadan dandannya sring sama trus kadang mukanya jd beda2 wkwk.emg sh ada tmen gw yg blg snsd itu sifatnya jelek dan many more :o . tp ga bisa buat gw ga kagum sm mereka hahamtp tenang ajaa gw msh suka kok sama justin bieber , masih teramat suka malah :)
skrng gw lagi mau ngoleksi lagu2nya snsd sama video mereka.rada susah soalnya gw gatau knapa susah buat ngdownloadnya kalo dr hp.jd gw downloadnya dr komputer jd ribet deh hehe.
gw suka sm lagunya yg into the new world sama yg girls generation , itu 2 lagu yg lagi gw suka in skrng hehe.gw kagum bgt deh sama mereka. keren aaaa, dance nya juga mantep walaupun dlu ga kyk gt seh walaupun mreka dulu jelek , operasi wkwkw. sampe sini dulu yaa haha . FIND ME ON TWITTER @ngellBIEBER

Senin, 16 Agustus 2010

someone new

bloggerrr , gw mau cerita nehh sesuai judulnya someone new .
gw nemu satu cowo sebut aja namanya A , gua rasa gw mulai ada rasa sama dia . dia sering sms gw dulu . trus sempet gw ga smsan sm dia , trus kemaren dia sms gw lagi . -_- dulu gw pernah ada rasa sm dia . tp udah ngak semenjk dia udah ga sms gw , tp skrng dia sms gw lagi dan gw rasa gw ada feel sm dia .
but , i have problem .
dia dr dulu ngedeketin satu cewe sebut namanya B . tapi setau gw si B ini ga ngerespon si A . dan stau gw si B ini bener2 jutek sama yg namanya cowo , dan dia bener2 ga peduli sama cowo , si B ini bisa diblang hmpir sempurna juga dia itu temen gw cmn skrng udah ga deket lagi . huhu
gw pusing sknrgg , gw gatau sh gw beneran punya feel sm dia apa ngakk -_- 
guys yg baca nih blog please tell me , what should i do ?

Sabtu, 14 Agustus 2010

good bye RET - RET

wednesday, 11 / 08 2010
gw pergi ke bandung jalan dr sekolah jam 8 lewat haha , gw its verry happy :)
di jalan gw nonton date note sama temen2 abis itu gw nonton video keong racunnya jojo & shinta LOL
pas sampe di sana wowww , enak tempatnya and bener2 adem di sana .
pas gw jalan ke kamar tidurnya gw ngeliat suasaana yg sejuk banget haha .
trus gw mandi , guess what? gw serasa mau beku dingin bangettttt xp . gw sempet jalan di halamannya wow gede banget luas :p jalannannya menurun gt hehe , trus udah deh gw makan siang snak trus gw ikut sessi gitu ,
sessinya rumayan enak sh tp kadang bosenin , trus pas sebelom tidur gw ke ruang renungan dlu sama klompok gw and klompok 6 .
pas gw turun mau ke kamar di tangan kanan gw udah ada binatang berbulu WAAA , guess what? tuh bulu binatang nancep di jari kiri gw sama di tangan kanan gw :( so sad dan smpe skrng ga ilang TT

thursday , 12 / 08 2010
jam 5 pagi gw udah di bangunin gile . ttemen 2 udah pada gedor2 pintu sama teriak2 . cuihhh --
karna telat bangun saama dinginn gw ga mandi deh AHAHAHA ,
gw pagi2 udah misa trus gw sarapan pagi , trus gw ikut sessi . pas istirahat gw sempet mandi trus gw jalan 2 bentar di halamannya haha .
oia , pas sesi mata gw ditutup trus di tuntun sama tmen gw si staycool muterin setengah halaman pratista , wohh serem sih gw jalannya menurun gt m trus pas di deket kolah tukeran sama si staycool dia deh  yg di tutup matanya . bahh trus diomelin gara2 maennya pada curangg -_-
trus pas malemnya gw makan malam gt . tp gila ya makannya tuh bnyak banget :( makan pagi , snack , makan siang , snack , makan malam . gila ga tuh zz . pas acara rekonsiliasi gw duduk gitu di kapel trus di bikin nangiss huh pas nangis idung gw mampet pilek lagi hadoaaa , trus mata gw merah wow . ckckc . trus ada juga suasaana hening haha . 


friday , 13 / 08 2010
the last of all :( 
ini hari terakhir gw di sana huhu sedih bgt gw rasanya gw ga mau pulangg , bener2 enak di sana :9 TT
pagi2 gw ada renungan gt trus abs itu masih ada sesi makan pagi sm makan siang sama snack
trus gw beres2 krna mau pulanggg :( males banget gw rasanya bener2 enak di sana :9
trus ada acara terakhir gt nonton akhella and bee , tapi bareng sama anak luar .  anak st. andreas ga tau deh di mana tuh tp anak2 nya najis maennya muka , ciuhh jijik .
huh :( sedih bgt gw pulang kerumah ., enak bgt di sana mau nangisssss deh :( kangenbgtt
gw harap gw bisa kesana lagi ketemuromo haris wkwk



Selasa, 10 Agustus 2010

10 of my story

heyyyyyyyyyyyy :p i'm back with my story hahaha
frist,besok gw ret2 lohh , norak ih . prtama x nya gw ret2 dr sekolahh wahwah enak ga yaaa?
tp cupu cmn 3 hari 2 malem kan ga seruu :x . yg lbh cupunya lagi masa gw jadi ketua kelompok? SHIT man
disuruh mimpin doa makan malem? doa apaan gw? mampus aja kelautt , gw kan orangnya pendiem jd ga tau apa2 :( *jijik . hehe ,
tp bnyak bgt peraturannya gosh . moga2 aja gw sekamar sama tmn2 gw haha lol .
gw sedih sh gr2 kepisah sama lenelenee , dia gelombang 1 :( temen gw yg paling cacat haha .
second , minggu kmaren gw pergi loh sama gigi ke empo hehe , emg sh awalnya gw BT banget gr2 temen gw pd gajadi ikut . tapi ber2 juga enak :p haha , gw kangen bgt sm gigi . udah laama kgaa ketemu . trakhir gw ketemu dia di pv .it juga pas gw masih kelas 8 , now i'm 9 . HAHAHA . gw webcaman sm dia foto2 gajelas smpe diliatin bapak-bapakk , malu wkwk
third , gw bete bgt sama sekolah gw :( gr2 ret2 gw jadi kaga kedapetan libur lebarann , emg sh gw bukan islam cmn kan ttep aja gw pengen bangun jam 12 :( kalo gw ret2 kan sama aja gw kyk skolah biasa bngun jam 6 lagi TT . enakkan gelombang 1 soalnya dia pada kedapetan libur lebaran  :( kow what? sehari gelombang 1 mecahin 3 gelas di sana WKWKWK . sampe ada yg masuk rumah sakit lol
fourth, i fell envy sama temen gw :( ngerasaiin bgt , gatau iya apa ngak tp gw rasa gw kangen sama someone yang skrng udah punya yg BARU 
fifth , bangkrut :( kmaren gw ke manggadua ., awalnya sh mau beli tas , tp ga kesampean gr2 ga ada yg bagusss ??!! tapi duit gw malah ludes gr2 belanja sama ngurusin baby handpone gw tercinta ini :( gw bener2 mau nabung ah yg bener2 . stress gw kalo lg kekurangann danaa rofl
sixth , gw kesel bgt sm nci gw . reseee wohooo . stiap hari kalo kerjaannya ga nyuruh2 orang palingan ngomel2 di rumah ,emg sh dia sring ngajak gw jalan tp gw hampir stress plus kesel gr2 ocehan dia yg ga jelas itu . tadi aja ngmel2 dan ngeganggu tidur nyenyak gw . alhasil gw ga tidurr . puass kann --a 
eighth , ketumpahan tinta ! GOSH . guess what? tinta komputer gw tumpah gr2 kesenggol nykap gw , anddddd sebagai anak yg baek gw bantuin ngelapin dong yaa . eh malah tangan gw yg kena sasaran tinta racunnya ituu m tangan kanan gw udh kyk pelangi warna warni dan sampe skrng ga ilanggg :( , and tangan kiri gw kena tinta dan warnanya HITAM , masuk ke kuku gw yyg paling pajang dan saat itu juga gw merasa kyk nenek lampir !!!!!! , dan sampe skrng pun belom ilang oh man . 
nineth ,  someone di kelas gw ! anggep namanya k . skrng gw kls 9 dan si k it  sklas sm gw ,gw kaga tau mimpi apaan bisa skelas sama diaa . bacotnyaa oh mannn ! kyk janda sial . emg sh pas kls 8 kls gw juga berisik , tp gw ga mau punya kelas yg kyk kls 9e . tp maunya kls berisik yg kyk 8e !!!!
tenth , gw kangen bgt sm kls gw 8e.gw ga pernah bosen loh buat nulis blog tntang mereka ! kangen bgttt (: gw mau ret2 sama anak 8e bukan 9e :TTT . gw ga bisa nglupain pas gw lg di cinangneng br mrekaa , emg sh ga enak cuci kebo nanem padi cmn enaknya it pas kita orng lg di bus huaa mantep coyyy . ge bngung ya knp sh masa2 indah it hrus brlangsung cepett bgtt , tp kalo lg masa2 buruk lamaaa bgtt ! kykgw kls 9 ini neh . lama bgttt -_- tp kalo 8e ?! GOSH . cepet bgtt , tiba2 udah pengambilan rapot :( gw kangensm 8e !!!!!  jgn nganggep gw nulis tentang 8e yang trakhir krna gw lupa ato krna gw gaada topik.tp karna gw mau semua yg baca ini inget yang terakhir gw tulis itu tntang kelas gw tercinta :)
I MISS 8E SO MUCH :( TT

Sabtu, 07 Agustus 2010

my sucks weekend ! x(

bloggggerrrr ! know what? i have suck weekend ! yap.sesuai judul di atas like a bitch !
minggu , 8 agustus 2010 : today gw punya plan buat pergi ke empo sama okta,gigi,novi dan cindyy .
guess what? cindy sama novi ga jadi , ga bisa katanyaa . okelahhh .
next akhirnya gw mutusin buat pergi sm gigi and okta , BUT ! okta ngak di bolehin sm bokapnya --zz
OKEHH ! gw pergi sm gigi ber 2 . gigi greja sampe ja, 3 dan gw ngapain dsna nungguin dia sendirian kyk orang begooooo ? . tp yaudah lah emg takdir gw sndirian disanaa . renaca gw janjian jam 3 . and nowwwwwwww
I HAVE NEW PROBLEM ! bokap gw mau nganterin jam 3 bukan jm st3 , bokap gw mau tidur duluuuuuu aa.kebo bgt sh bokap gww , stress bener dah . trs skrng gmn? --a gila mendadak bener2 deh gw

FRIENDSHIP !

satu hal yang pasti ngak bakal gw lupain saat ini  , besok , 2 minggu lagi , 100 tahun lagi , seumur hidup gw . yaitu sahabat  :)


cuman sahabat yang bisa bikin gw senenggg , cuman sahabat yang bisa bikin hidup gw wonderfull , cmn sahabat yang bisa bikin gw kesell . dan cmn sahabat yang bisa bikin gw punya persahabatan :p

Jumat, 06 Agustus 2010

i make it clear i can't make a firendship in my class

helllooo blogger , remember what ? longg time ago gw pernah nulis blog tntang temen gw (?) anggep dia si Z , sm ada temen gw yg satu anggep namanya C .
remember dlu gw pernah tulis blog buat si Z yg tentang "buktiin kalo lo bisa jadi bestfriend gw kyk dulu" dia bilang dia bisa buktiin kalo gw emg bisa jadi bestie dia. guess what? sampah !
sampe skrng pun gw sm skali ga dapet pembuktian dr dia . malah dia buat gw makin kesel sama dia hampir setiap hari , munggkin lo orang bingun knp crita gw ga sejalan sama judulnya , okey nih gw perjelas
gw ga bisa bikin persahabatan di kelas , skrng gw masuk kls 9 dan temen2 baru, so temen2 gw yg dulu padakepencar semua kecuali si C sm si Z ada 2 org lagi tmen gw yg cewe tp gw g trlalu dket sm mreka .kalo lo jadi gw mungkin lo bakal mikir gw bakal tmenan sm si c and si z , tp kalo si Z kyk ga suka kalo gw deket sama si C ,gmn gw mau temenan secara bebas? si Z sendiri yg bilang gw mau temenan sm lu kyk dulu lagi . apa buktinya? sama gw yg PERNAH lu anggep bestie lo aja , lo ga demen gw dket sm si C . apalagi kalo pelajaran musik pas di atas bahh pasti mukalu bisa terbentuk berbagai macam muka menjengkelkan .
heyy blogger , si Z itu kyk anggep si C bener2 milik dia seutuhnya tw ga?! gw duduk sama si C aja ngak boleh, dia malah marah gr2 gw ddk sama si C , mungkin lu mau si C jd milik lu seutuhnya,tp apa dia mau?
heyy ! nyadar dong diabkn cmn punya lu doang , dulu pas gw kls 8 . ada temen gw anggep namanya si F , dlu si F juga pernah deket sama si C , guess what? si Z blg ke gw apaan sh si F deket2 si C . dan gw yakin pasti si Z pernah ngmng gitu juga tntang gw sama si C .
gw harap si Z bisa baca nih blog dan bisa intropeksi diri, last , gw kesel sama si Z , dia kalo lg benci sm gw dia ga blg lngsung ke gw tp lewat twitter nya . gw inget dia blg " skrng lu sering bisik2an ber2 di depan gw" itu bwt gw sama si C , helloooooooooooo bisa ngmng lngsung ga ke gw? gw punya kuping kok gw bisa dengerin yg lo ngomongin . please ya nyadar . C bukan punya lu seutuhnya okey ! thanks :D

Kamis, 05 Agustus 2010

Inner pressure me into ninth grade :(

I was dizzy, I stress, I'm going crazy!ninth grade and now I've become increasingly automated schoolwork is difficult.This week almost every day I repeat or remedial.My task as well as every day there. lots of homework should I do every day.there is no more relaxed than I eaktu Saturday and Sunday.not to mention my tutoring schedule that makes me mad: (I hope this is all there is the result later. but I'm still baffled by maths TTI just finished writing 14 songs that should be handwritten. and still there was a book waiting for me to IPS in the open and learn as remdial material: (not to mention my other duties. mathematical tasks there always given homework from Pak pur

this is picture of my assigment :(




Senin, 02 Agustus 2010

Justin Bieber tries to escape from a mob of screaming fans in a video recently uploaded on YouTube.

The teen-hearthrob, well renowned for attracting hysterical girls, is seen cornered shortly before a gig in Glendale, Arizona on July 25.

As the squealing girls discover the star nearby a tour truck, they start to swarm. With no security on-hand, a nervous Bieber grabs a Segway in a desperate bid to make a getaway.

The fan who took the video on his mobile, urges the girls not to trample on the young pop star as they fall over themselves racing after him.

Unable to squeeze enough juice out of the personal transporter the fleeing 16-year-old is surrounded before management rescue him.

Bieber recently announced he will be starring in CSI as troubled teen, Jason McCann and tweeted a still from the show with the tagline "bad boy" on his Twitter page.

Singer LADY GAGA  has urged fans to stand up against immigration laws in Arizona.

Critics say the state's controversial SB 1070 bill uses discrimination and racial profiling to try to catch illegal immigrants.

According to The Arizona Republic, Gaga blasted the law during her Arizona show recently. She said: "We have to be active, we have to actively protest. I will not cancel my show, I will hold you, and we will hold each other, and we will protest this state."

Gaga, who had Stop SB 1070 written on her forearm at the gig, added: "I got a call from some big rappers and big rockers, they said, 'We'd like you to boycott Arizona because of SB 1070'.

"I told them, 'Do you really think that us ... pop stars are going to shut down the state?'"

The Pop star also took to her Twitter page to protest against the bill.

She wrote: "Tonight we will continue to actively protest social and political injustices in Arizona. We will sing, we will stand up, + we will be heard."
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Justin Bieber tries to escape from a mob of screaming fans in a video recently uploaded on YouTube.

The teen-hearthrob, well renowned for attracting hysterical girls, is seen cornered shortly before a gig in Glendale, Arizona on July 25.

As the squealing girls discover the star nearby a tour truck, they start to swarm. With no security on-hand, a nervous Bieber grabs a Segway in a desperate bid to make a getaway.

The fan who took the video on his mobile, urges the girls not to trample on the young pop star as they fall over themselves racing after him.

Unable to squeeze enough juice out of the personal transporter the fleeing 16-year-old is surrounded before management rescue him.

Bieber recently announced he will be starring in CSI as troubled teen, Jason McCann and tweeted a still from the show with the tagline "bad boy" on his Twitter page.

Singer LADY GAGA  has urged fans to stand up against immigration laws in Arizona.

Critics say the state's controversial SB 1070 bill uses discrimination and racial profiling to try to catch illegal immigrants.

According to The Arizona Republic, Gaga blasted the law during her Arizona show recently. She said: "We have to be active, we have to actively protest. I will not cancel my show, I will hold you, and we will hold each other, and we will protest this state."

Gaga, who had Stop SB 1070 written on her forearm at the gig, added: "I got a call from some big rappers and big rockers, they said, 'We'd like you to boycott Arizona because of SB 1070'.

"I told them, 'Do you really think that us ... pop stars are going to shut down the state?'"

The Pop star also took to her Twitter page to protest against the bill.

She wrote: "Tonight we will continue to actively protest social and political injustices in Arizona. We will sing, we will stand up, + we will be heard."
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i HATE my lesson !

My new paper. I have the task of language teachers to create a paper Cultural Festival. a paper that I get is about the "intent and the effect on reading achievement" very difficult, I made her dizzy till now I had a problem, what is the result of the weakness of the intention to read? . At least the knowledge that in the can. one more what? hmmagain my brain can not digest it well, I am dizzy thinking about this task.

what else my other tasks are quite a lot. there are still many tasks that teachers who have not given me to do. and again tomorrow I have a physics test!
wohooo
I really hate physics-_-.
sometimes I think why there should be a lesson of physics and mathematics?
later if I am big I will not necessarily become a professor or an author of math books, or maybe a mathematician.
my dream is far from the physics and mathematics. -_-

I do not know why when I want to try to learn physics and mathematics I always can not. I've often tried. I do not want to give up so easily: (. my brain is weak when calculating but if in order to memorize it might be easier for me.
honestly every time I replay the first time physics graduate from the standard.
I find it hard to digest the lessons to count, it was he who made me really hate with my lessons, sometimes in the morning when I came to school I was often sleepy! that almost every time when my school: (TT